Growing up fast!!

Hello all!!
I feel as if the transition from child to adult has hot me with a full on bang in the last few months. Everyone seems to think that puberty is just when you start your period (ooh), but that is not the case! You go threw many a change when your in your teenage years. I have just had my 18th birthday, which is a massive step into adulthood for anyone. I have found that not only have I changed physically, but mentally and emotionally also.
These changes have come at a time where I only have one year left at college, a place where I may hate at times, but is a massive safety blanket for me, and it has made me think massively about my future. I have only ever had one job, which was a paper round when I was a young teen, the thought of leaving college and getting a job is really daunting to me, to think that in just nine months, I've been thrown in the big wide world of bills, overdrafts, contracts, budgeting and all the other adult stuff you normally leave to your parents. The thought of doing that in a cold, wet, dark, damp miserable country is just to much to bear.
 Me and my mum have always had a love affair for traveling, an fortunately, I have chosen a trade which I can carry to any country in the world. We have spent months talking things through, going on holidays and researching emigrating to countries outside of the EU. It is one hell of a transition, but as neither one of us (us being Irish) feel at home in the UK, we feel that emigrating will not only bring us sun, sea and more sun, but will bring us sense of comfort, security and happiness.
I wish everyone could be as bold and courageous as people who take the steps to their happiness, and throw all hell to the wind and grab every opportunity that comes their way to make them happy no matter what sacrifices you have to make.
After all, happiness is the most important thing in the world, along with family and support!
Keep smiling💕

Where have I been?

I'm very sorry that I haven't posted in a while, as I have been extremely ill, and have been spending all my time trying to get through college a much as possible without taking unnecessary absences. I have been diagnosed with glandular fever, which for those who are not familiar with the bug, is an extremely high temperature, along with severe fatigue, loss of appetite and weight. Fortunately, I have only lost around 4-5 lbs, most people lose a lot more. I am on the mend now hopefully, so I shall be posting a whole lot more and on a much more regular basis! If in the unlikely event at this point I have any readers, I promise if I go on a slight relapse health wise, I will try to the best of my ability to  post something interesting, but something's better than nothing right?
I can't wait to get this blog up and running properly, fingers crossed my health holds up and I can get back to normal! Toodleloo! ❤️